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Thursday, 17 February 2011

To Alex, who is in the heaven now.

Time passed like a flying wheel. i couldn't remember that you already left us for 3 or 4 years more. Today, I saw your Ex on the facebook.
He got married,2009. Quietly...
When I saw him, I remember of you. Therefore, I wonder, how is your life in the heaven with Father?
My heart trembled. I don't know when is my due date to reunion with you all.
My heart trembled, cause I saw him. I knew time had passed, long ago.
For good, he got his new life, his good wife.
And soon, he will have his own family, his sons and daughters.

My heart trembled, for I had gone to such a long way. Away from my family and my previous life, I got my way to my ambition, one step nearer..
I left my ordinary yet simple and happy blissful life- to get married and have a family.

I leave that far beyond my dream.

Still, I wonder, how could I achieved this.
Alex, I think you must have sent up your blessing and good wishes to us.
You see us as in the Earth, busying achieving something. Yet, you know one day we will be reunioned.
Would you happy to see his wedding? I bet you enjoyed!

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