Pricking pain crawled back to my heart now. Like a unruly demon, controlled my brain and mind. I could figure out what is the real reasons. All sort of reasons jumbled up. Could be this and could be that. But what makes me really hurt and pain, was you. I blamed myself for such stupidity, for looking your photos. Which seems unavoidable these days. I could figure out why and how. Or even worse, I couldn't make sure whether it is true that because of those photos which I led the demons back. I started to tame myself- not you.. I said, it's somebody else. My clever brain failed to understand the reasons. Where my wits were?