I thought saying good-bye is easier. It was easier when I firstly thought, but it wasn't so easy for me. The emotional slowly immerse itself, when I realised, it was too late to get prevent.

Two years time just past like a blink of eyes. Now I understand why older people are not so easy with Goodbye, because they had been realised it is not very easy to come back, to see you back. Like life, we continue our path regardless how, but we never know when is the date we would meet back.

I just said a good bye to my old good owl. He is my good teacher, and inspiring person. He said, if his job could be condemn, he would be a good teacher. To some extend, yes. I felt that I could run the path with my own, often without his torching.

I felt like to condemn his job, so i could save some money for myself. On the other hand, I had learnt a way to take care of myself, even without him.
He is like torch bearer for me. Now I could carry the torch by my own.
I am in a dilemma, because I am not sure I should see him again or not. I would like not, but probably not in the near future.

Good bye my old owl. Hopefully we will see somewhere on this world. By the time, I would be happy and care free as i would be.
Good bye, and please don't feel too sad, because I am sure we can meet again..